Theme: Surrender, Inner Peace, Divine Timing
I try to control everything and help everyone. But Spirit is gently asking me to let go—to trust that not everything is mine to fix, carry, or figure out.
Deep down, I still carry fears that I’m not enough… or that something bad is always around the corner. These thoughts keep me stuck in survival mode, even when I’m safe now. But I know that walking in faith means releasing those fears and remembering the times Spirit showed up for me.
Like when I lost everything—the fire, the housing, my kids. I was at rock bottom with nowhere to go. But I still prayed… and God answered with my youngest child—the baby I asked for, the one they couldn’t take. That moment was a divine promise: you’re never forgotten.
I’ve been doubting myself a lot lately—second-guessing whether I can do this, whether I’m really called. But I know the truth: I wouldn’t have come this far if Spirit didn’t have a plan.
I’m still learning what surrender looks like. Maybe it starts with a deep breath. A prayer whispered under pressure. A moment of stillness when I want to fix everything. Maybe it’s just being honest that I don’t have all the answers—but I don’t have to.
And maybe, just maybe, Spirit is whispering beneath all the noise:
> You’re already enough. You’re already on time. You’re already becoming.
So today, I choose peace over pressure.
I choose trust over fear.
And I let divine timing lead the way.
Love and light,
—Rev. Angela July
Still I Rise Ministries