I choose faith over fear even when i don’t have all the answers.
There are parts of my journey that still stir deep discomfort — memories of trauma that shaped most of my life. Trusting God is not the hard part… it’s learning how to loosen my grip on what survival held together. So today, I let God sit with those places — the ones I don’t even have full words for yet — and I remember: even the unfamiliar is safe in His hands.
I recognize the old patterns that once protected me — shutting down, putting my defenses up like I’m in a ring ready to fight. They helped me survive… but now Spirit is asking me to grow beyond survival and lean into grace. I am learning that protection does not always mean walls — sometimes it means allowing love to stay when fear wants to close the door.
I am never alone. Guidance, synchronicity, angel numbers, signs, and support have always been there — reminding me that God has been walking with me in every season. And when the voice of fear says I need all the answers before I move — the Holy Spirit whispers: You may never feel fully ready… but you are already chosen.
So I surrender what no longer fits: the heaviness of old memories, and the instinct to act from fear or frustration. I invite new experiences, new ways, and healing memories to rise. Not because I gave up — but because I finally decided to trust.
This week, I choose one baby step of faith: practicing emotional awareness so I do not misdirect frustration onto those I love. That is not a small step — it is a sacred step toward peace, presence, and divine alignment.
And when God looks at me right now… I believe He sees a blessed and highly favored soul. A generational curse-breaker. One who was sent to heal — not only herself, but an entire bloodline. And I receive that truth with humility, courage, and open hands.
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Power Affirmation:
I don’t wait to feel ready — I walk in faith because I am called.
Love and light to all… and so it is.
Rev. Angela July